I wish so badly that you were here right now. There are a lot of awful things going on that I know would not be happening if you were here. You would be so ashamed of a lot of ppl, and I am not excludeing myself in that either. I am trying to be byist now though, because things are getting so horrible that I can't stand the hate. I love you and I miss you so much and I wish you were here to straighten a few peeps out, like I know you could. For one the fighting over your things, if you were here you would destroy or sell everything just to stop the feud. Who cares about material things, it's the love that matters, I am satisfied because I have proudly named my beautiful baby boy after his awesome uncle. He is your name sake, and that can never be taken away from him or me. I also know you and God have been watching over me and baby randell lately, I pray to you and God on a daily basis and the important prayers get answered. Thank you for being my and your nephews guardian angel. You would be so proud if you were here to share the joy with me. I know you are in spirit because I can actually feel you sometimes. The grave and the cross at the tracks are not where you reside, you reside in the hearts of all who loved you, and I know that you are here with us always. I love you baby brother, and Randell Spencer Jay Tefteller Loves you too!!!!!!!!!!