Hard times seem to never end. I wish I could have a good period in my life. I love all of the people that loved my brother, and I wish nothing but the best for all of them. I just wish we could all stand together. Some of my brothers friends incinuate that I am looking for greivance help from them, but that's not true. I look for the ones that were also MY friend, as well as my brother's, before you died, to be there for me now. I really hope we get through this in some way, and I hope my brother continues to watch and influence in a positive way.