From Mom on 04/08/2008

Son you mean sooo much to me Sometimes I could hardley believe that the man I seen when I looked at you used to be my little boy. Where did the time go? The pride and love I felt for you have grown, much like you did. If you could look inside my heart and see the love there, If you could feel its strength and depth then you would know that you have fulfilled my life in ways no other person ever could. I miss you so much that sometimes I swear I'm loosing my mind and I'm so sick of people disrespecting Kim and I when it comes to you. Everyone talks about what a good friend you were to them but I know that if it were any of them you would stand up for their familys in their place and not allow people to treat them this way. I know what a true friend you were to all of them but it makes me wonder just how true they were to you. what a shame, They know what is right and what is not!!! They say that they just do'nt know what to say to me but they sure know what to say when I'm not around and it's never on my behalf Love and miss you more than words could ever say! and hurting deeper than anyone could ever understand.