I still think of you every waking moment and dream of you every night in my sleep. So many things and PEOPLE have changed since you went to heaven and I do'nt understand why. We always had each other to talk to in time of need and now I just do'nt know where to turn. I miss you sooo much I ca'nt stand it. I thought things would get better with time but it has'nt, I only miss you more. Everyone has that one thing or person in their lives that keep them going when times are rough and you were ALWAYS mine. YOU WERE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOUR FIRST YEAR IN HEAVEN MY BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY, I LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY.