Hey dad, I love you. And uhm it’s hard you know? I read things things and I read how bad I was hurting at only 4 years old. But you know what’s crazy? Somehow it still hurts. Somehow it doesn’t get easier. I can’t remember anything about you. But I wish I did. I don’t wanna hurt this bad dad. Please just come home. Please come see me just once. I will do anything. I need my best friend. I have always done everything for you. I’ve always fought to make you proud. I don’t understand why you had to go. I just want to call you. I want to heat you tell me you love me and that everything will be okay. Life without you is hard dad. I don’t know what I’m doing right or wrong. I don’t know if I’m making you proud. Hell I don’t even know if you can hear me when I talk to you. But that doesn’t mean anything because I choose to believe that you do. Please come see me soon dad. I love and miss you with all I am.. Your daughter, Hayle lynn <3