It's been a year now but it still hurts just as much as it did the first day. It makes me sick how ALL your so called friends have turned on you and all you believed in. Even the fat bitch who claimes to have been your best friend thinking she has the right to call the police on me for going out to the tracks saying I was trying to get myself hit. I have no plans to go anywhere, someone needs to be around to let your (5)kids know the person you REALLY were. All I've heard any of them say is bull-shit! People who don't even know me, mothers of your friends, are talking shit about me but they need to walk in my shoes before they try to tell me how I should act! All they know is what they read in the news paper and believe, and what your ex-girlfriend is telling them. Which just tells me they really didn't know you at all. But don't worry my baby boy as ALWAYS moms got your back and I will till the day we are together again. Love and miss you with all my heart and soul. You will live forever in my heart!