Randell, I don't know what to do from one minute to the next. You have left it hard for people to take me seriously, lol, with what you have told people about me, because Raquel is running with it. Before now I have not specifically bad mouthed about her, but she is a devious little bitch that is disrespecting you and your family, espcecially mom and your girls, in the most horrible way. No wonder you felt about her the way you did. There is new evidence about your death that will not go unpunnished, one way or another. She has everyone blindfolded for now, but when the truth comes out, I hate to say I TOLD THEM SO. I have no doubts that you two loved eachother, but she is so fucking evil. Everyone thinks me and mom is just paranoid and crazy, and that is only until the evidence comes out and people start talking. I hate thinking about what you went through in that alley that night, and then on the tracks, but the murderer, and the one that hired the murderer, they are close to getting justice served. I told you YDWBA! I love you little brother. I am just handling things the way you would. And as for the one that has the most incriminating evidence, well that person will shine through for you in the end. I love you and I miss you sooooooo much. I will watch out for your kids the best way I can, even if it means..............